I wanna get wasted, hide under the covers and stay there till i feel better.

Life's a mess, aside for me holding a job. But somehow i feel i'm one of those victims of cheap labour. But oh well, suck it up. That's the real world.

Anyway, I've been wanting to do my first post on this blog for so long, the first near perfect post with all the right topics and shit, that i've procrastinated and unbelievably, stopped blogging for nearly 1month now- my command of english has gone haywire, no thanks to the lack of usage and being exposed to all the broken english and crap. :(.

Ps. I dunno where we'll go from here. But one thing i'm sure of, you're damn hell out of my life . I'm sorry if i misunderstood you, if i misread your actions, if you dint mean things the way i thought you did. But, it's too late. It's all said and done now. Bye. I wish you well.

* not actually. im just trying to be polite :)*