So i thought of you again, last night at one in the freaking morning when i was supposed to be asleep, and i figure i still miss you. I'm just sorry i had to let it go. I know I've probably told alot of people alot of shit 'bout you, and you're probably not even worth it cos nothing much even happened, but i'll still stick with my saying - no one felt the way i did.

But then again, i thought of us and the crap times and i'm like, maybe we shouldnt even have met in the first place. Life's hard enough as it is and i really shouldn't still be held back.

Oh by the way, someone asked if I'm liking anyone now (that someone happens to be JT) and i said no. It's a truthful answer. I'm not liking anyone now, not even you. I think you've become overdued. Like an error carried forward. If, if there's a time machine, I'd still wanna go back to the past and keep everything we had, including the liking you part, which i reckon to be a mistake, but I suppose that's what made everything about us memorable. But truth is, there's no time machine, and I need to move on.

MOVE ON .

MOVE ON.

MOVE ON.

And so moving on it is,

but I bet I'd still be stuck in this endless pit,

three months down the road.