This week started off really rough and I'm a little too lazy to list all the shit out so if you know what I'm talking about , good. If you don't then just leave it at that. And I was thinking that maybe it's me that's causing myself a horrible time. But then again, if I could change myself, my personality, my pet peeves etc., then I wouldn't be me anymore. And so, I concluded a couple of hours ago, that I probably need anger management and I need to stop being obstinate sometimes, but its unlikely I'm gonna achieve any of both so blah! :D

By the way, I'm really sad to say this but it's like April and I'm still feeling burnt out from O's! Not like i mugged alot for O's but I'm just not motivated to give up TV and comp and life for my bleak future (which will really be B.L.E.A.K if I don't mug now), cause of the absence of something called goal . Like really, I'm not exactly interested in aiming for A's right now cause I'm not even into the whole JC education system thing yet, and what's the point of aiming for A's when I'm not even certain of my ambition, or where I'm heading towards.

On a brighter note, I'm thinking of studying already and have been trying to this week, despite the slow progress. I'm feeling psyched out cause it feels as though I've just started school, but hey, it's April already. Midyears' in 2month's time and I'm absolutely clueless bout everything that's been said in lectures and tutorials so I'm pretty much dead already. And everyone's secretly a closet mugger and tutors are all going on about pulling our socks up.

I haven't been achieving nor doing much but I think I'm gonna start trying to

become a muggertoad for the sake of my future no doubt I'm still trying to figure it out.

Note to self : Stop letting things/people get me down.