A little something,


The 'we only live once' thing's really getting into my head these days. It keeps making me feel like doing crazy stuff. Not crazy crazy things that're gonna get me into deep shit or fucking my life without thinking of the consequences, but like a tattoo or really cool piercing. Eg. A tattoo (something somewhere at the back of my left wrist) and monroe piercing - it's mad pretty (and scary to do) . Seriously gonna consider the piercing on my 18th birthday! I've always felt like I need to do something significant on my 18th.


Anyway, recently I've been doing my usual - overthinking and getting confused. I mean, life's really confusing isn't it! There's like so many ways of interpreting life, so many ways of leading it, and so many things to pursue in our course of life. Some just wanna live, some wanna make the most of their time. Some see being successful in their career as life, some see it as family and friends. Some just want a little bit of everything and some go realising they had nothing. What do I see? I've yet to figure and I'm bound to struggle with this question for the rest of my life.

By the way, people keep saying we should be really glad that our lives are somewhat good as compared to people in the third world or to people who are less fortunate than us , say in terms of living conditions, and we really shouldn't complain about our so-called troubles which are really insignificant if you think about theirs. I agree, that's true. We're really fortunate to be well-fed, well-bodied, receiving education, etc. But then again, we really shouldn't be comparing ourselves with them isn't it? It doesn't make sense. They worry about surviving, we worry about living. How do you even compare?