Never a right time for the right thing, but with the right attitude, any time's a right time for anything.


Spent the night wondering what have I been doing these 10months, what have I achieved. Life has been a blur, as always. I don't recall learning or studying, or doing anything of importance actually. More like drifting through life, harping on stupid issues, systems, and policies that I know can never be changed, lest not in my time and not by you nor me. Yup, talking bout education yet again.


Results sucked the entire year, probably bottom 10% in school. Never really done so badly in my entire life - I've always been more of an averager. Nonetheless, results didn't catch me by surprise, at least not enough for me to breakdown cos honestly I haven't been studying this whole year - not as much as I should, not as hard as I ought to. Demoralising, though. But it's all water under the bridge now and I quote from the supposedly motivational talk from yesterday -

'NEW DAY, NEW CHOICE.'

Can't move on if we keep thinking about the past, therefore I'm focusing on the future.

Anticipating Rpapers - not taking it as yet another chance for others to judge my intelligence but rather, a chance for me to redeem myself and prove things to me, myself and I.