Sun's shining

Woke up in good humour to the soft pattering of rain outside, and in the midst of my morning shower, finally made a decision to move on from a part of my life. Pleased with my decision, I'm hoping I won't wake up the next morning mopping, crawling back to my old shell.

And if you're thinking it's easier when people walk away from things rather than sitting down and continue fixing it, no, it isn't. It's not weak, it's not cowardly, and it takes a hell lot of courage to tell yourself you're done trying to fix things or figuring things out and it's time you let things go. That's why most people rather stay put and remain status quo - it's much simpler doing things you're used to, it's much simpler sitting there going through the motion, day after day, than getting up and pursue something new.

I hate changes, I've hated it all my life. ' Feelings fade and people change' - I hate this phrase even more. I hate how time causes people, including myself, to change. Obviously there's nothing to hate if the change's something good, but more often than not people change for the worst, not better. Forget all that cliché 'people change for the better' bullcrap, in reality, people rarely ever do. But today it seems, my brain's telling me I'm ready and in need for a change - be it for the better or worst, and that's where I'm heading towards. Sometimes we have to lose to gain, and instinct's telling me this is right. 

In a really good mood today, so much so I wanna run out and spread my happiness to the world. I'm insane. 

Think I'd better channel my energy to doing some work.