Today's a long day. Had alot on my mind before it turned 12 and I got zombified and brain dead, so I'm kinda trying to recall what I actually wanted to blog about. But since I'm just back from Drama Nite, shall talk bout it first.

1.
Drama was better than I thought it'd be, judging from audience's responses. Thought they prolly won't get it like me the first time i sat in for rehearsal, but then there was some narration and stuff so I guess that helped. Saw alot of intriguing acting out there and I'm amazed and shocked at how talented some people are - not only are they smart, some still act so bloody well. Wts. I'm sad - shall go to a corner and emo about my lack of talent in various many fields. Why yes, it's been 17 years and I've yet to figure out what my talent is. Maybe it's cos I dont have any. FML. And since I'm at it, might as well throw in the fact that I'm really dumb and lazy thesedays and emo all at once. WHY I NOT NATURALLY SMART?! *sniffs*

Anyway, was Crew so I didnt have loads of fun - I believe the casts did and I hope they did cos I kinda want to try out for SYF/ Drama night next year even though I dont think I'm of the caliber *sniffs again* . I did however, had an awesome experience backstage, moving props and setting sets for an actual performance, as well as bonding with fellow crewmates.

PS. Took some pics despite taking the risk of going blind with all the stupid flashlights in the dark @backstage and during rehearsals, but I'm way too lazy to walk over to my bed, grab my phone and go through the trouble of uploading pics so I'll most likely upload them someday, or maybe never :D


2.
I emphatise those who work hard but go uncredited or efforts go unrecognised. It really isn't easy to get kp-ed by ridiculous people and still able to suck it up and go about their duties and at the end of the day, realise that people don't even truly appreciate what they have done, or at least, bother to show some sense of appreciation. Sad, but I think alot of people go through this shit in life. But whatever it is, please always know that while people may not appreciate what you've done, do always be proud of your achievements and know that there will definitely be one or two persons that knows of your efforts and genuinely appreciates it :)

3.
It really pisses me off when I'm staying by my phone waiting for a text that'll never come. Seriously, wts wtf wth.


4.
Really really small things shows how a person might truly be , and that might just give wrong impressions to people. And for certain people like myself, once a bad impression is made, it really taints the image I have of someone and it's hard to rectify the damage done. And I know I know, it's like I'm judging somebody which is true cos i do judge people. But I'm talking about people you're at the very least acquainted with here. Like a new friend or something. Not like first impression and judging a book by its cover.

And I suppose I don't exactly have the right to talk about impressions since I don't leave good impressions , or so i think, but seriously, HEY it's my blog here. I see no need to hide my feelings bout certain things in fear of getting judged by weirdoes who're hiding behind their computer screens. KNS you want say I'm contradictory cos I give people bad impressions and shit sometimes and still dare comment bout actions of others then that's your weirdo problem and I suppose, your feelings too so I can't really say much except maybe 'hey we're like the same kind of people sia. And too bad, you don't know me in person!" Oh wait maybe if you know me that'll worsen my whole image lol!

5.
I REALLY WANT TO DRINK ORANGE SYRUP + 3ICE CUBES + 350ML OF ICE WATER NOW. I'm mad thirsty and my lips dried and chapped like siao. Therefore, I SHALL. AND I'M GOING TO SLEEP. I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR 24HOURS. ( Slept at 1++am last night)

kthxbye.

ps. 11/5 - I realise i wasnt awake for 24hours OMG SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING (read last sentence)