Working in the real world has got me thinking.
- There's lots of people that cracks under pressure and end up screwing things but nobody blames them - mostly because they have the say and therefore they can afford to screw up.
This is applicable to parents too;

- There's seriously people of all sorts out there that we've been painstakingly sheltered from ;


- Studying is way easier than working. At least for me. But hey, you don't have to face grumpy bosses, noisy and sometimes, unreasonable as well as probing customers. As a matter of fact, you don't have to deal with anything or anyone. You just plug in to your ipod, and pray that whatever you're reading gets into your thick head. HAH!



Planned on watching movie with FGG after work yesterday, but then there was this fuck bout amendments to our schedules and lo and behold, guess who's that lucky shit that had her schedule changed! The damned change caused me to be scheduled for 2shifts instead of 1 which meant no more Rapunzel. What the hell lor! Honestly, this issue made me ponder about my decision to work on long term, at least till hols end. I mean, hello, why am i torturing myself, having to wake up at 9 every working day, going to work in fear of offending people, doing all the dirty jobs, literally, and most importantly, forfeiting my freedom and life for a meagre pay of $5/hr ?! What the hell. I feel like revoking my decision to work and just enjoy life at home budden i'll just be accused of being a lazy bum and whatnot and more importantly, i'll face the possible consequence of being broke in my first year of tertiary education 2011, which, may i remind you, is in another 10odd days.



And I know! All my ranting here just make me seem like a loser who cant take hardship and what fuck - which may be true to a certain extent. But its not like i'm complaining bout the job/jobs in general cos i've been making terrible mistakes or created a pool of troubles for my employers! It's more like cos i cant take the fucked up systems that working people / workers(?!) are being thrown into. I hate inflexibility & inefficiency of others and things along that line. Okay, so i'm not that perfect myself, but at least i try!

PS. Isn't perfect overrated? hahaha. I'm more like, nothing near perfect. Okay, so i'm nothing near perfect myself, but at least i try! sounds better. Wtf why am i being mean to myself!

PPS. My current working environment is nice actually, despite the para above -lest people think i'm working with a bunch of meanies and im constantly subjected to some form of slave abuse, nope i'm not. :)