Cold
All the insecurity and doubts' taking me in.

It just occured to me that at some point in life, I'm gonna have to fail, hurt, and maybe, leave some people. Before it all takes place, and while I'm still somewhat rational, I wanna say I'm really sorry for overthinking, for my lack of faith, for doubting everything, and perhaps, for leaving at the most inappropriate times.


Sometimes I wonder if it's you that's the root of the problem. Then it recently hit me that the problem really lies with me. Somehow I've developed the fear of commitment to things and to people. No matter if things are going good or bad, I just feel the need to drop everything and leave before things get too heavy.





PS. Tell me, how do you rid an emotional baggage?