Holiday

Finals ended last week and I've been home a couple of days now. It feels like days are shorter than nights and I either sleep too much or not at all. To be honest, I haven't quite figured what am I to do with all these time. I feel like a wreck despite the tranquility and peace I have at home. All these bumming about's making me feel fat and my brain feels like it's degenerating. Time to get off my lazy ass and start working out, reading books, and getting back in touch with people.

Got back in touch with qy after what feels like a million years - we've both been too caught up with university to really hold long conversations and spam each other's phones or drop calls like we used to, and it's a strange feeling. Of cos we're still best friends, always have and always will be. But somehow these 3months has brought upon us changes that I'd never thought of. We're both still the same, if not more prominent in our characters. I'm really marvelled with what time, or rather, the different social experience that we've underwent, has done to us. Indeed, we're growing up now. We all are.

Also, I've been talking to someone recently. Something I normally wouldn't do because I'm really good at pushing people away hahaha. Not quite sure if this will lead to anywhere , or if I want it to lead to anywhere at this stage, but I've come from nonchalance and maintaining our conversation out of politeness to being genuinely intrigued. I really love deep chatting with people about life and their lives in general. Oh and talking to someone new made me realized that we can only know as much about a person as they allow us to. Since all our information about them comes from them, we essentially only get to know the side of a person that they want us to see, disregarding if it's the 'real' them. But then again, it goes both ways. Socialising is really quite a skill isn't it.